||[Nov. 27th, 2003|10:53 am]
oh man...maybe leaving three essays to do in 3 days wasent such a good idea after all. i really am the queen of procrastination :S|
im going to my first "session" at the eating disorder clinic this afternoon...i have no idea what to expect. i supose it can only help me, but honestly, i dont feel like going. just saying that i do makes me feel as though i belong in a mental institution.
i think that im the only one that enjoys being in malls on the christmas holidays. there's something so familar and exciting about it; even the disgusting, huge crowds cant keep me away. i want to go so badly, but with long work hours and essays and doctors, its hard to have leisure time. all that i do have is spent sleeping because i get tierd out so easily.
im a prisoner of my own mind